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So if your asking me, I want you to know,
wben my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some, some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest!
Im strong on the surface, not all the way thru,
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
~leave out all the rest, Linkin Park
Sigh, this blog almost died.
But the Lord has stuck with me all this time. These few days, things really went my way, as if God has come back to my side.
theres a period called the "valley of shadow". When one goes thru this period in life, its as if even God has turned his back on you,
Nothing goes your way. You become sian, people start to hate you. (Run Baby Run, Nicky Cruz) When i got that book, it really
spoke to me. I was Christian then, but things never went well for me. But i stuck with the Lord, and once you come out of the valley,
life will forever be better than what it was before. I may not have fully came out, but I hope that i am almost there.
Sigh. still trying to save up for my iPod Nano, thinking of waiting till 5th gen comes out b4 i buy. But that became harder as my mom
tried to take my cash away. -.- Lol. Praise the Lord i managed to get away only giving her $40. ;D
Now, DOMS has really set in. And in case you don't know what that is or did not read my earliest posts b4 my blog got wiped by JAMOS
that nib,
its Delayed Onset of Muscle Soreness. My thighs hurt. I can barely straighten them. All thanks to my Badminton training on Saturdays.
But that at least will help me get a 6-pack b4 end of year. Also, I'm told to run 30 minutes EVERY DAY. max 3min break inbetween. Sigh
Glen? Will u be joining my training? nope. Deffo. he doesn't even READ this blog. LOL
If you're wondering about the song quotation at the top of this post, its how i feel at times. I wonder, when i'm gone, will the people i love
still actually miss me? will i have any reason to be missed? will they still resent me when i'm gone? Will they? Questions, only God knows the answers to.
Now, off that topic. KENNETH. yes, i know u read this blog.
U dun listen to me... You're like, my life is a million quadrillion gazillion times
worse than yours. Thats all u need to know, YOU DUN EVEN TELL ME WHY. PPLE DUN UNDERSTAND ME, MY PARENTS ARE INSENSITIVE BASTARDS. ETC etc. You know the
typical rants... I KNOW ALOT ABT THE BIBLE SO I CAN JUST TAKE THE LAST STEP. O.o wth?
LOL. Be strong, the Lord is with you.
to sheena, ruthanne. Be strong too. Sheena if im not rong ur name means have trust in the Lord or something, can't remember.
You can make it through this period in your life.
Signing off, Jens